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Published on February 22nd, 2014 | by Dan Walsh

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The Gonzo Meaning of Life

Hunter S. Thompson’s advice on what to do with life.

Hunter S. Thompson had a reputation for unique perspectives. The subjective gonzo journalism he produced in his later years was fertile ground for developing and proliferating his philosophies, but apparently his early writings were ripe with wisdom too. I recently came across a letter Thompson wrote to his friend Hume Logan when he asked him about the meaning of life. It’s a great read, and even more impressive if you know he was only 20 when he wrote it.

The letter left me wondering about the relationships we share with our younger selves. They are, after all, responsible for whatever situations we currently find ourselves. And while we might be thankful (or angry) for the choices they made, there’s no reason to remain beholden to their aspirations if they don’t match our current selves.

While reading this letter, I found myself wondering where my goals came from. Did I inherit them from others? Did society engender them in me? Many of my goals came from a younger version of myself, and I loyally hang onto these pursuits even if I’ve outgrown them. It’s ok to let them go and not feel like I let myself down or disappointed anyone else.

As Thompson writes, maybe sometimes we get it backwards. Instead of conforming ourselves to a goal, we should conform goals to ourselves.

I originally found the letter on Letters of Note, but the Thompson estate asked the site owner to take it down. We’ll see how long it lasts here. Read it while you can!

What To Do With Life

By Hunter S. Thompson

To give advice to a man who asks what to do with his life implies something very close to egomania. To presume to point a man to the right and ultimate goal — to point with a trembling finger in the RIGHT direction is something only a fool would take upon himself.

“To be, or not to be: that is the question: Whether ’tis nobler in the mind to suffer the slings and arrows of outrageous fortune, or to take arms against a sea of troubles…”

And indeed, that IS the question: whether to float with the tide, or to swim for a goal. It is a choice we must all make consciously or unconsciously at one time in our lives. So few people understand this! Think of any decision you’ve ever made which had a bearing on your future: I may be wrong, but I don’t see how it could have been anything but a choice however indirect — between the two things I’ve mentioned: the floating or the swimming.

The answer — and, in a sense, the tragedy of life — is that we seek to understand the goal and not the man. We set up a goal which demands of us certain things: and we do these things. We adjust to the demands of a concept which CANNOT be valid. When you were young, let us say that you wanted to be a fireman. I feel reasonably safe in saying that you no longer want to be a fireman. Why? Because your perspective has changed. It’s not the fireman who has changed, but you.

Every man is the sum total of his reactions to experience. As your experiences differ and multiply, you become a different man, and hence your perspective changes. This goes on and on. Every reaction is a learning process; every significant experience alters your perspective.

So it would seem foolish, would it not, to adjust our lives to the demands of a goal we see from a different angle every day? How could we ever hope to accomplish anything other than galloping neurosis?

The answer, then, must not deal with goals at all, or not with tangible goals, anyway. It would take reams of paper to develop this subject to fulfillment. God only knows how many books have been written on “the meaning of man” and that sort of thing, and god only knows how many people have pondered the subject. (I use the term “god only knows” purely as an expression.)* There’s very little sense in my trying to give it up to you in the proverbial nutshell, because I’m the first to admit my absolute lack of qualifications for reducing the meaning of life to one or two paragraphs.

To put our faith in tangible goals would seem to be, at best, unwise. So we do not strive to be firemen, we do not strive to be bankers, nor policemen, nor doctors. WE STRIVE TO BE OURSELVES.

But don’t misunderstand me. I don’t mean that we can’t BE firemen, bankers, or doctors—but that we must make the goal conform to the individual, rather than make the individual conform to the goal. In every man, heredity and environment have combined to produce a creature of certain abilities and desires—including a deeply ingrained need to function in such a way that his life will be MEANINGFUL. A man has to BE something; he has to matter.

As I see it then, the formula runs something like this: a man must choose a path which will let his ABILITIES function at maximum efficiency toward the gratification of his DESIRES. In doing this, he is fulfilling a need (giving himself identity by functioning in a set pattern toward a set goal) he avoids frustrating his potential (choosing a path which puts no limit on his self-development), and he avoids the terror of seeing his goal wilt or lose its charm as he draws closer to it (rather than bending himself to meet the demands of that which he seeks, he has bent his goal to conform to his own abilities and desires).

In short, he has not dedicated his life to reaching a pre-defined goal, but he has rather chosen a way of life he KNOWS he will enjoy. The goal is absolutely secondary: it is the functioning toward the goal which is important. And it seems almost ridiculous to say that a man MUST function in a pattern of his own choosing; for to let another man define your own goals is to give up one of the most meaningful aspects of life — the definitive act of will which makes a man an individual.


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One Response to The Gonzo Meaning of Life

  1. Patrice says:

    I wish I came across this ten years ago! I desperately wanted someone, whether it be my parents or the cashier at the checkout line, to tell me what to do with my life. Finding your own way is hard. Figuring out what is going to make your life fulfilling and meaningful takes time, which can sometimes feel too long. Thank you, Hunter S. Thompson, your insight should be part of every student’s curriculum. Now, I’m off to read Fear and Loathing for the millionth time. It, too, helped me through my 20′s :)

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